i_believe_in_x

merry christmas everyone!

2005-12-25T05:48:40Z

I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD ONE =)

and happy new years too
OR WHATEVER ELSE YOU CELEBRATE <3

i_believe_in_x @ 2005-12-18T23:17:00

2005-12-19T04:29:00Z

so this weekend equals awesome.

friday:drive into jersey city, that was a trip. i finally robotripped, and i was pretty messed up it was awesome. lol. then passed out and had the best dream everrrrrr =)

saturday: went to the gsp. did all my xmas shopping lol. went to the 99cent store and got boxes and gift wrap. good news. then went to an amazing madison show in paramus with timmy. it was really funny too. I got to hang out with my Eddy =) hes really awesome i love hanging out with that kid. and then went to a diner and had coffee with travis and tim. then came home and wrapped. then has a really awesome talk with mike m. until like 3 inthe morning in my garage. and brielle finally gets into my house at like 430...and wakes me up.

sunday: i had to get up at 9. mom forgot me and had to come back to have me go food shopping with them. and then i got mad at dave because he didnt call me last night =\ drunkie. i love him though lol. then we had a family party but i was so drained and had fever...so i kept taking naps here and there. then after the most of the family was gone i made danielles cupcakes. its was awesome. and then matty came over and we watched a little bit of the wall, and then i walked him to jays house, and then had pie with his mom and grandma it was awesome his mom is super sweet =D i missed him tons im glad he and i got to hang out today. and super plus is JUSTIN IS COMING DOWN TOMORROW! =D!!!! IM FUCKING PUMPED! i <3 that kid. i missed him too. im giving him his christmas present too its gonna be awesomeeee.
XMAS IS SOOO CLOSE I CANT WAIT

I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

nighteveryone
xo coleen

do you remember why she left?

2005-12-16T23:26:36Z

OMG I LOVE MY DAVE!
he's so amazing...he gave me a xmas present early last night. and its a teddy bear(which sleeps next to me and prince now) with these 4 bath and body works foam baths for relaxation lol. they smell super good, and he got me something else too!! EEK! =D anyways then we played video games and he wrecked me in them, and we were watching these super cool anime movies with like music backgrounds. i love ninjaish stuff. i love kissing dave too! i never want our kissing to end, cept when we wanna talk. i love when he calls me his everything, because he's my everything. YES THATS RIGHT MY EVERYTHING.
hm so this saturday is a little up in the air too. i need 120$ to go shopping for christmas lol. im going to the mall saturday afternoon, and hopefully hanging out with danielle g on saturday night. its her bday sunday so im doing something really cool for her on monday. but i'll finish later at daddys. its dinner time =D

<3 xo coleen

you and your big dreams

2005-12-15T22:44:36Z

hey everyone, i just redid my layout. its pretty shnazzy i took the pictures and stuff. so today is the best day of my life according to the TV, but if this is the best im afraid to say, i've seen better. but its not over yet. so who knows.
im about to get ready to go to daves, i cant wait to see him and cuddle with him. almost 5 months...thats his and my longest relationship. he makes me smile so much, i smile just thinking about him. i havent loved anyone as much as i love him. my inspiration, my heart beat...thats dave alright =)
well ive gotta go deal with my little brother now...ugh lol. laters everyone

<3 xo coleen

new layout

2005-11-27T03:32:15Z

k everyone this is a shorty.
new layout i like it.
any link are in the drop a heart break a name thing on the top.
me and dave are amazing
my bffl matty is the best!!
and i love my friends family and bf.
kk laters. coleen world is settling back down

ps: last night was effinnn awesomeeeeeeeeee =)

i_believe_in_x @ 2005-11-05T13:53:00

2005-11-05T18:58:42Z

rry everyone the last entry is private =( bye

fucking shit

2005-10-03T02:36:02Z

AGHHHH!!! coleen wants to shoot her foot...
i dont wanna deal with this shit right now at all. this weekend wouldve been fucking crap if it wasn't for dave, rosie, maria, and jay. Friday was good, it was my 2month with dave =) he seriously has my heart, i cant even think about being with someone else at this point in time...i dont want this to end at all...fucking college. i got to meet daves grandparents!! on thursday, but still. they're awesome! back to friday, we all hung out at shannons house and watched dane cook. rob and shannon = cuteness!! lol. me and dave love wrecking eachother, he eats raspberry sours like its crack, but i supply him so =P i love him so much. then rob drove me and amanda up the block to my house. jenn t. was there too, i missed hanging out with her alot, cause i have no classes with her now cause of me dropping the honors. and what i just found out was that fst is lower than precalc. what bs! then saturday was even worse. I was supposed to get my tattoo in carlstat, and i had everything but the id i had was too flimsy, so yet again i could not get my tattoo...im gonna fucking wind up doing it myself. and then i was hanging out with the family and dave. then i called literally everyone i knew and asked what they were doing saturday night and i was so incredibly pissed that i had nothing at all to do. so then rosie and maria invited me to marias to get drunk and smoke, i went i was in such bad mellow mood though, yuckies! then after 4 hits and a shottie, i was koolaid kid, then i couldn't tell if i was drunk so i kinda just kept drinking...no pukage!! yay! lol then i went upstairs and passed out...woke up at 9, went food shopping, came home, made stuff =) hung out with dave *melts a little inside* i dont know if he knows how much i really do love him...and i trust him like crazy, esp. today cause someone started a rumor that he made out with amanda this frosh. and i was fine with it because he told me it wasn't true and that makes me feel really good inside...me and dave had an amazing night just to leave to mom and joe fighting and lately the fights have all been ending in us leaving...and i cant do that...i want mom to be happy...but if we do leave it gotta be in this area...cause i cant leave WRHS, my friends, or dave...i'd fucking be miserable...like shoot myself in the face miserable... GAERkjgiejriotjfmgd i wanna fuck someone up...lol im kinda sad/scared too...i love my family, friends and dave so much...

enoyreve sretal
<3333 neeloc

chyeah new entry

2005-09-23T01:06:30Z

well im not sure im completely satisfied with this layout and maybe i'll get another when i start updating more but yeah back to life.

School is a big BIOTCH! but i love it anyways.
My grandma died 9-19-05 RIP <3333
About 8 more days til me and daves 2 months =)
I kinda got back to writing "Drive Away"
I might join this RP message board that my bf and his friend are making.
There is an amazing OH BEVERLY! show on saturday night that i plan on attending with brielle, rosie, daddy, and dave hopefully.
I go to alot of soccer games now because my bf plays soccer.
i need a new icon...
im gonna go make somemore stuff up in my room though...so i'll catch you all on the flipside...remember two years ago during the summer if you werent in a community you werent in? and now this year its like if you didn't have a myspace you didn't exist? whats it gonna be for summer 06?? i hope fall doesnt go away but comes quickly... i'll write more tomorrow laters kiddies.

<3xoxocoleen www.myspace.com/inlovewithwhatyouhate love it or leave it. =)

ugh.

2005-06-05T02:26:18Z

hey everyone sorry i haven't updated. i hope you all like my new layout like whoa, so yeah...i was outta school all week because i was sick with strep and tonsilitis, so i'm also on like amoxicillian now icky pink crap blehk! lol. and then today was absoulutely the best day of my life!! pick up on the sarcasm. well i went to visit my grandma in the nursing home, and i really was upset...i was happy to see her though. she was resently in the hospital for something with her stomach, and they found liver cancer...and dad told me at the diner that they don't know how much longer she'll be with us...and they can't operate because she'd die during the operation. then me and daddy went to asbury park, it was nice there, i took really nice pics that i'll post after a cut or something in my next entry maybe. then i got sick there. but felt better then we left. and daddy took me to a diner where he told me about my grandma. anyways...then we rented two movies, i rented oceans 12(oceans 11 got me hooked =P) haven't watched it yet though. so then i come home to find out some bad news from dan and it made me quite upset =( but then we were talking on the phone and he made me feel better about my day...always does. I need to talk to mark too...he really is my best friend, him rosie and brielle. i love everyone else as well...but those three are my hardxcore bfffs!
Night all i need to finish some make up work, and then do a report on Giovanni Pablo Pannini...oh yeah Neoclassicism artists

love always,
coleen <3